HT Murray

How I Know that I Just Don’t Know...

Most of you know I didn’t like Swan Song. The few of you who’ve tried to engage me in discussion about it have pretty much given up trying to convince me it wasn’t as bad as I seem to think it was. And the hate spawn are parading around their quick-witted phrases about how people like me brought on our own disappointment by being led astray and following the red herrings, and blah, blah, blah, all in all not 'getting' it, which, BTW, is so not true. I get it. I get it perfectly. I just don't like it.

But apparently, I cannot be reasoned with.

( Wherein I try to reason with myself instead and probably address a few too many points that have come up since the episode aired. )

I've discovered, okay, so I already knew it was difficult to watch show with hubby in the room. He's the biggest Sam girl on the planet, and his comments make me want to throw things... not that I do.

This was especially apparent last night, because nothing Dean did was OK with him!

But now I'm laughing. Why? Because I've just been thinking about why this is. Y'know it's always been my theory that the biggest Sam girl on the planet is Dean, (and the biggest Dean girl is Sam) which is the main reason I try not to ever say disparaging things about Sam even when he probably deserves them.

And what does that have to do with anything, you ask?

Hubby was in Vietnam. He has six bronze stars. He declined a purple heart. He volunteered to go, despite having been accepted to Notre Dame. And before that, being the oldest brother in a family of six kids, he took jobs after school to help his mother buy groceries and pay bills. I'm not lying. The dude is too good to be true when he's not pissing me off. LOL.

I'm friggin' living with Dean Winchester. LOL. (And I have to say, when he gets in a rut, he's just as emo as Dean.)

So, as much as watching the show last night was completely ruined for me, and I will probably never be able to enjoy it now from having the pissiness funneled into my ear through the entire thing, I cannot stay mad at him, because I'm the one who always said Dean was the biggest Sam girl. I cannot get mad at hubby for proving me right.

( Actual mention of semi-spoilery show content. )