In Defense of... You'll Never Guess... 4.14 metaey thing.

[ht_murray]

I dont' like to post reviews or read recaps until I've had a good couple hours to chat with my BFFs to make sure I'm not completely speaking from a place of defensive angst, lol, but now that I've done that I do have a thing to say....



Okay, first. I do not believe that what he said at the end of this episode was in any way influenced by the siren.


The first victim said what? That he knew exactly what he was doing.

What Dean said fell completely in line with what he was obviously telegraphing throughout the entire episode, starting with Sam's not so sneaky call to Ruby at the beginning. I believe that Dean said exactly what he meant.

So, I can't have double standards. I can't say, the first victim knew exactly what he was doing and Dean said exactly what he meant, but Sam's diatribe was somehow clouded by the Siren. I just can't go that.

I'll admit, I feel a hella lot betrayed by what he said. After he spent all that time convincing Dean to talk and let everything out, he took that information and told Dean exactly what Dean had been afraid of. That his emotions make him weak. Hmm, blast from the past much? I think I said the exact same thing last week. I'm a broken record. *sob*

However, I can totally understand why Sam feels this way. Let's forget the whole Ruby and demon blood, demon destiny, blah, blah, demon ANYTHING influence. If your brother was A) going to Hell and you can't stop it no matter what you do, B) IN Hell and you can't bring him back, and C) back from Hell but in so much pain over what happened there that you don't have a clue what to do to fix him? Then you're going to have a whole lot of unresolved IRRATIONAL rage. Feelings do not have to be rational to be real. Nor is rage anything inhuman. So yeah, he said what he meant, what he's feeling, but he only feels that way because he's so completely impotent in the face of all things Dean, and he lashes out, therefore, at DEAN. I think it's the same ineffectiveness he feels in the face of Dean's trauma that drives him to push his powers into high gear. It also makes him incapable of seeing just how badly that's turning out.

All that being said... and this is where all my fellow Dean girls can turn away, also anyone who doesn't like speculation... I'm pretty sure Kripke's going to go down exactly the road they've been telegraphing since Day 1. Sam's going to overstep his bounds and end up at the bottom of that slippery slope before long.




I said you could leave, lol. This is where I do a little speculating.




My speculation's always wrong.




Last chance to leave before Two-Face shows up.







But, it could go either way. Dean's not only admitted that he wishes he couldn't feel anything but in the last two episodes he's been pretty much bitch-slapped for showing he's human and sometimes weak. It's one thing to have demons hit you with that. It's their job. It's another thing entirely to be hit with it from people you actually care about. I don't know if he's going to be able to deal with any of his crap at all now. He basically has the option to shut up and bear it all on his own or get rid of it somehow. I have a slight fear (or maybe it's a tingle, I dunno) that, if he found a way to get rid of it, he'd be one evil son of a bitch, because that remorse is pretty much all that's left of his humanity.

I doubt that will happen, and lately the writers haven't been big on plot twists, unless they're dodging the anvils they're dropping. Yes, I have read what Kripke's original plan for Season 3 was. I don't know if that's still the plan. Hopefully, there's still a whole other season left to plot, SO.

Now, before you throw rotten tomatoes, I can see this happening. But. It. Won't. So, Dean girls, don't glare at me and tell me what a cheap bait and switch that will be and how you will hate it. Just take it as me saying, nothing is standing out to me with flashing neon lights and saying, "This is how it's going to go."

I still have faith, and as much as I hate all the angst and character bashing and whining in general, I want to see what happens.

I just had the urge to say. Peace. Out. Been watching too many Dark Angel repeats... *headdesk*

Comments

[rebekahfair.livejournal.com]

They both totally meant what they said. And they're in such denial in the end. "So we're good? When they obviously are not good at all. And it makes me sad. :(

I miss my boys being there for each other.

[tru-faith-lost.livejournal.com]

I miss that, too. But like I was saying in another comment, the boys are so codependent they don't know themselves very well. Driving apart the two weaker, combatant forces can open the door to them coming back together both stronger and more confident and with new insight into the partnership.

Or maybe that's wishful thinking.