Randomness, writing, fandom, blah, blah...

I'm not weighing in on wank or LJ closing. Cae sura, sura, but I do find it amusing to watch from the sidelines... y'know, if I cock my head and squint. Oops, I said cock. *blushes*

Man, this writing thing is getting out of hand. Of the fics I sold in fics4books I've started posting two, and I have no idea when they'll be completed, but at least I've hit the 5000 word mark which was the minimum. I'm committed to start the rewrite and completion of Crop Circles now, as well. What I really need to do is finish up Sin Nombre in one chapter or so, take down Vestiges, cuz I have no idea where I'm going with the plot in that, and pour my energy in "Nightblindness 'verse" until that's finished, then come back to write Cracked and a few installment in the Forgiven and Redeemed 'verse before tackling Crop Circles, cuz that one is a monster.

But what do I do? I sit down one day over my vacation and watch Overboard and think OMG! that would be an awesome, awesome J2 story. Do I just keep this to myself? No. I sign up to write it over at whenboymeetsboy. *is a dumbass* But that's not even all, because j2_everafter has a thingie going on, and before the claiming started, I had decided not to claim anything, but when I was looking through the list... okay, so maybe I signed up to write A Far Off Place but I can already say with fair certainty that ain't gonna happen. I have no original twist planned, and I don't see the point of just changing the names, ya know? Which would be fine, no harm, no foul.

Except then I was discussing the prompt ysbail claimed for that challenge and worked out a plot I'm kinda hankering to write about time travel and lost love, and well, complete angst.

And the very next day, I set myself down to write one of my many already started projects, and left the tv on. They were showing Subject Two on the Sundance channel. I turned around and glance at it during one key scene, and I couldn't stop watching. (Okay, I totally get the reviews on IMdB. This is either your thing or not, definitely not an action thriller or anything like that.) But now I have this huge craving to write Antichrist!Sam, loses the war but doesn't die, goes into hiding somewhere in the Rockies, gets lonely up there and decides he'd like his big brother to keep him company, only the Anti!Christ is kinda immortal and Dean isn't... cue Sam dragging a refrigerator up a mountain behind a snowmobile... Okay, so maybe I just have this sick desire to see Sam kill Dean a hundred times in one movie just to stop his suffering. Thing is, I can't figure out a happy ending for that. I'm not sure there is one. But you know, spn_j2_bigbang is opening again real soon. I vowed never to do that again, because it's just too much stress for me, but... Dean writhing in agony and begging Sam to kill him... can't get that image out of my head. I'm a sick, sick puppy.

Ah, well, gotta get ready for work now. I hate that we have meetings every week. They complain about us making overtime, but they make us come in half an hour early at least once a week for some meeting, which wouldn't be so bad, except it's the worst possible time to try to get from my house to work traffic wise. *shakes fist*

And vanae honey, I'm sending you hugs. Don't feel lonely, sugar. *smooshes*

ETA: Just my opinion, but Jensen going on Chelsea Lately is probably a really bad idea... unless he plans to wear his Jare Bear pajamas.
ETA2: Go and take this pairing survey for Laura .
ETA3: Cowrite anyone? *headdesk

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