My Last SPN post. Wherein I fix it and move on.

[ht_murray]

Like the title says.

I saw the finales, mostly because I slept late, so when I got up, hubby was watching, and I couldn't make him turn it off or drag him out of the house like I usually do. :S This is not a reaction. This is my instant fix-it. Obviously contains SPOILERS for the last two eps of SPN.



This is my insta-fix for the cliffie and Castiel. I have to put a warning here for those with suicide trigger issues. So, yeah, you're warned for suicide.

The eclipse wasn't over at the end of the ep, so, the door to purgatory is still theoretically open. If we assume that suicides actually go to Purgatory, then Dean has a direct line in. Y'know, providing he's still got a gun on him. Dean kills himself, his soul jumps into Castiel, and he raises Castiel from another version of Perdition. Full Circle, blah, blah. And of course, Castiel saves him right back. The end. I don't know what Sam's doing. I imagine he's holding a prayer vigil with the amulet he just happens to have had on him all along. The end again.


So, there you have it. Fixed.

That being said, this is my last SPN post. It's not because of anything that happened in the finale. I've only been watching vicariously for most of the season anyway. The finale is probably the only thing that could've sucked me back in, and it failed to do so. It's time to move on. I just can't handle the angst and claustrophobia. That's that. I have enough demons of my own to fend off without worrying about fictional characters, hating fictional characters, and ranting at fangirls who make me hate fictional characters. It's just not worth the giant sinking vibe it gives me.

Also, a reminder that my previous post about where you can find me will stay open through tomorrow. *squishes to all*

Comments

[ysbail.livejournal.com]

I believe I said this on twitter - 'end of an era' honey, end of an era. The show introduced us, though I didn't know it at the time... I mean, I've never been particularly au fait with FF.net but that's where I first discovered you, but I wasn't introduced to you until I sank into fandom at Lj - and boy, it's been an interesting place.

So tell me, my darling T, how will I get my next fix of your words? If you're going to be focussing on original fiction will I still get my M/M loving? (I know, I'm obsessed, but you do it so well). But I suppose I could get back on the het-train if I had to. I used to have a season ticket, don't you know! Lol

So no more SPN in your life... Okay... Just don't disappear from mine, you hear? When I finally fall off this ship the friends I've made will have made it all worthwhile. X

[albeitslowly.livejournal.com]

I'm sure I will still be aware of SPN on the periphery. I can't seem to stop ogling a certain actor who happens to work on the show. It's just become more about the fandom for me than the show anymore,and the fandom's not been all that fun a place of late. Plus, I really hated the last year and a half of the show, too.

But you can't get rid of me. I'm not writing much these days, except in my head, but when I get on a roll, there's a ton of m/m just waiting to get out. So many ideas. So little ability to sit down and spit them out. Hopefully removing some of the negativity associated with having written for fandom for so long will alleviate some of the pressure and make it fun again.

*glompses*