Okay so I go out do some shopping, come back, with ice cream and cherry pie, oh and the rest of the grocery shopping. I try hard to read some happy fic, but feel a bit disappointed because the quality just doesn't live up to what I had been reading today, and I make a start on Pt3. I read the 'You promised' bits from two and jumped into 3. Goodness, I was in tears again with a minute. I have been all the way through part 3. I have the red rimmed eyes and snotty Rudolph nose thing going on and I blame you. My throat is sore from all the tension of trying to hold and tears back and not actually howl out loud. Plus trying to swallow past this boulder which has now taken up residence is killing me. You honey, musy have gone through this at some point. It's so on point, so near the damn mark that it is bringing back so many painful memories of how this feels. I wish i could stop crying. Your writing makes this so damn real I am feeling everything Jensen is feeling seeing everything Jensen is seeing so when i looked up and saw the J2 on the glass with him. My hand actually came up and covered my mouth to stop the howl of pain/tears that escaped me. You are one hell of a writer, it's not often I find someone of your calibre, and am so very happy and grateful when i do. Please may I add you to my F-list?
This has once again been written through the mist of tear filled eyes. I really love your work. I truly do. But hon, please tell me I can read this next part without my heart actually being torn from my chest, cos so far this story has totally ripped me apart emotionally. Oh and thank you. I am gonna go back and answer your answer to my previous comment but I want to finish first and then answer, maybe give myself a few moments to recover also.
Right, swallows, gets a glass of water, grabs another handful of tissues, sighs as I give up on trying to eat cherry pie and ice cream as nothing is gonna pass the boulder in my throat right now and dives into part 4. Yep, rambled again... I know.
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Date: 2008-06-28 05:57 pm (UTC)You honey, musy have gone through this at some point. It's so on point, so near the damn mark that it is bringing back so many painful memories of how this feels. I wish i could stop crying.
Your writing makes this so damn real I am feeling everything Jensen is feeling seeing everything Jensen is seeing so when i looked up and saw the J2 on the glass with him. My hand actually came up and covered my mouth to stop the howl of pain/tears that escaped me.
You are one hell of a writer, it's not often I find someone of your calibre, and am so very happy and grateful when i do. Please may I add you to my F-list?
This has once again been written through the mist of tear filled eyes. I really love your work. I truly do. But hon, please tell me I can read this next part without my heart actually being torn from my chest, cos so far this story has totally ripped me apart emotionally. Oh and thank you. I am gonna go back and answer your answer to my previous comment but I want to finish first and then answer, maybe give myself a few moments to recover also.
Right, swallows, gets a glass of water, grabs another handful of tissues, sighs as I give up on trying to eat cherry pie and ice cream as nothing is gonna pass the boulder in my throat right now and dives into part 4.
Yep, rambled again... I know.