Thank you thank you thank you. God, I needed some comfort so badly after the Finale, and this, THIS was exactly what I was looking for and didn't even know it. I know damn well, Dean's going to go through the motions and try really hard, but he can never be happy knowing Sam's in hell and he's having barbeque. And of course Sammy would leave him there, watching over him, thinking that it was better this way. And of course pain is what love's all about and my boys should be together until they're old old men. I really needed this. It was utterly perfect. Thank you again.